[FP] I love my family

I swear when I’m 18, I’m going to move out of this miserable place. I hate how my parents always try to guess the motivation of me doing something they don’t like (like having 4 ear piercings instead of two), they always think I’m doing this because I want to rebel against them. I hate their unrealistic expectations of me. It’s not that I don’t understand their struggling and pain of immigrating here to America, but does he have to include that part whenever he gives me a lecture? Somehow the fucking drama of how my parents and my uncle’s family broke up relations is always included in the lecture.

Or since I am the oldest, I’ll be expected to be the role model of my already corrupted siblings. They always expect me to be the loving sister, or the friendly sister, who cares for her brother and sister more than herself. Well I refuse to do that anymore, the more I helped them the more they relied on me and lose their independence. The worst part is now my brother and sister thinks I’m some kind of douche bag and they can blame everything on me. They’re the victims no matter what. My parents didn’t even realize that, they still think my brother and sisters are perfect little angels.
The worst part of this family is my parents love to make up crap, like how I lied to them all the time or I have been taking my anger out on my sister since she was born. I give up,

I’m tired of all this fucking drama and accusing. They want to see rebellious? I’ll show them.